I must remember this. This will get me through. Me by July 13th? I hope! :)
(Source: weheartit.com, via gotta-be-fit)
June 2nd, 2012
June 1st, 2012
These are my before/start pictures for 30 day shred. Just finished day 5 and I am more motivated than ever. These pictures just remind me how far I need to go…
My goal is to be confident. I have so far to go but I will get there. The healthy way.
So frustrated with this place.
I have so many goals and I feel like they will never be accomplished. I am so frustrated with this world. I feel like it’s sole purpose is to hurt everyone. I don’t understand why everything has to stink so bad. I have a GREAT life, don’t get me wrong. It’s just frustrating that when you set out to do something so much is against you.
I want to be fit. I want to be healthy. Why does junk tempt me so much? Why is the easy way the bad way? Sometimes I’m tempted to quit trying and I know I can’t. It’s true that once you have been taken over by disordered thoughts, they never really go away. I have good days and bad days. Today is a bad day.
I’m just rambling and this is a silly post. I just wish this was easier.
5/31 & 6/1
5/31
Workouts
L1D4 30 day shred
Consumed
About 1300 cals, wasn’t very hungry today. Feel like I’m progressing
6/1
Workouts
L1D5 30 day shred
Consumed
About 1700 cals, ate at the in laws which was a lot of cals.
(Source: train-eat-sleep, via pudgytoperfect)
May 31st, 2012
~Running… something that YOU have control over, YOU power through, YOU can finish, and YOU will always get better at~
(Source: rhodlotte, via heytessarenee)
May 30th, 2012
5/30
5/30
Workouts
1 Mile Walk
L1D3 30 day shred, I am SO sore today. I think the leg pyramid is catching up with me.
Consumed
About 1600 cals, I was exceptionally hungry today.
I’ve been ‘shopping’ for dresses for awhile now.
I haven’t bought any though. It’s funny, when I look at myself in the mirror I feel confident, I feel like I look decent. Then I put on a an adorable dainty dress and I look like a monster trying to rip through floral.
It’s ridiculous. Please tell me someone else has this problem to?
Not saying that thin girls don’t look good naked, this has just been a quote that has always motivated and inspired me to be that sexy fit girl!
Thin girls look go in clothes, Fit girls look good naked! :)
